All You Need is Self-Love

Please note that this is a work in progress: Last updated: Friday 18th December 2025


Did you know that Bees are a matriarchal species, not only devoted to their beloved Queen but that the male bees only serve one purpose for the colony, which is to mate with the Queen and once mating season is over they are forced to leave the Hive by the females? [Discover more @texasbeeworks]

Similarly, humanity first began as a Matriarchal all-female parthenogenetic race, who were naturally able to self-conceive via self-replication (asexual reproduction), probably only with daughters at first later extending to sons. According to researcher Dr. Delbert Blair, female parthenogenesis was practiced regularly right up until the C17th but was phased out by a group of French doctors who circulated letters amongst the medical community stating that the practice of parthenogenesis amongst females ‘must not be allowed to continue’. Still today, all foeti, both human and mammal begins life in the womb as a female, complete with the XX Chromosomes. In order for a male to be born one of the X chromosomes is required to mutate into a shortened Y chromosome. This Y chromosome can grow back into an X chromosome at a later date through a process of tantric initiation into an actualised state of enlightenment. This was performed by a high priestess from a long lineage of high priestesses, who were once the keepers of the temples erected upon ancient Druidic sites of the goddess, which are now the sites of churches, cathedrals and abbeys, their crypts built atop of dolmens, intersecting leyline nodes, underground wells and telluric currents. These high priestesses were designated custodians of sacred sites of connection with the Earth’s energies and also the protectors of ancient mystery schools knowledge and wisdom.

This means that genetically speaking, male is an extension of female. And not the other way around as we are led to believe. The Adam birthing Eve narrative is all part of an ongoing overthrow of the matriarchy by the patriarchy, with the inversion of gender, morality and the corruption of nature’s divine sacred blueprint. This spiritual initiation for men was an important and necessary rites of passage, enabling them to fully step into their divine sacred masculine, an actualised state of enlightenment in harmonic resonance with the Earth’s electromagnetic field, and be able to handle the mantle of power this would bring. It required years of preparation as an initiate in service of the Goddess. These would often be the parthenogenetically birthed sons, direct from Source, who would become wise leaders, great inventors, learned scholars, master architects, accomplished artists, gentle guides and supportive mentors, in harmonic resonance with the divine muse of inspiration, the nonphysical and spiritual realm of the collective conscious.

It is said that Tauret / Taweret / Taurt / Thoueris, who was the Egyptian hippopotamus goddess of creation associated with fertility, maternity and childbirth, was one of these wise high priestesses, who recorded her wisdom for the posterity of humanity in a volume containing 78 leaves. The word ‘leaves’ for pages-of-a-book is still in use today. In her capacity as a goddess of creation, she was also a goddess of protection, depicted in the form of a hippopotamus and was the most famous hippopotamus deity from ancient Egypt, associated with both Isis and Hathor, a goddess of music, dance, joy, love, sexuality, and maternal care.

The name hippopotamus comes from an ancient Greek word that translates to mean ‘river horse’ and the hippo is the third-largest land mammal following the elephant and rhinoceros. The ancient Egyptians observed the female hippopotamus to be fiercely protective of her children which led to the formation of this goddess. The male hippopotamus was observed to be very aggressive when threatened and was considered to be one of the most dangerous animals in Egypt. Despite this, Tauret / Taweret was incredibly popular throughout Egyptian history and was regularly invoked for the protection of children, and for assistance during pregnancy and birth. In addition to being considered a mighty force to be reckoned with, the high priestess Tauret / Taweret was also considered to be extremely wise, frequently referred to as ‘The Great One’.

Tauret / Taweret’s book, inscribed upon 78 leaves was entitled ‘The Royal Path To Life’ and was a guide to connecting with one’s inner-wisdom and divine sovereignty, recognising that there would be many paths with various challenges along the way to overcome. Today these challenges are often referred to as the ‘Twelve Labour’s of Man’ referencing the 12 conditions of the sine wave and the 12 houses of the astrological wheel. Her book was discovered in the underground library of Alexandria which once formed part of the city’s famous Great Library and can be found under the ruins of the Serapeum, in Alexandria, Egypt, which was an ancient temple dedicated to the worship of the Greco-Egyptian deity Serapis.

This Egyptian book of wisdom later formed the basis of the Torah, which in turn later formed the Old Testament of the Bible, and the 78 cards of the Tarot Deck are still popular today. Tauret’s book or leaves, or deck of divination, demonstrates that early Egypt was once a Matriarchal society. As were the ancient Hellenistic Greeks, the Minoans, the Empire of Carthage, and the Sumerians, who gave us The Emerald Tablets, in which the Lord’s prayer appears some 34-36,000 years before Christianity, featuring the opening line of: ‘Our Mother and Father, who art in Heaven’.

Pastor Bill Donahue states in one of his lectures on decoding the symbolism of the scriptures, that Egypt had three main goddesses, who formed the holy trinity: ISIS, RA and EL, whose names when put together make up the characters of the ancient city of ‘Israel’, originally a matriarchal city, with Ra being a Solar Goddess, and not a male deity as we have been led to believe, (another inversion).

The SUN, Saulė, The Solar Goddess (Female) & MOON, Mėnulis, The Lunar God, (Male) of LIETUVA /Lithuania

LIETUVA / Lithuania, was a powerful empire that dominated much of eastern Europe in the 14th–16th centuries before becoming part of the Polish-Lithuanian confederation for the next two centuries. According to Walter Russell researcher @MagneticStillness on TG, Lietuvian folklore follows that Saulė, the Solar Goddess and Mėnulis, the Lunar God were married for a time, whereupon they had a daughter, Žemyna, the Earth. “When the Sun and Moon divorced after the Moon’s infidelity, they agreed that each would have a time to visit their daughter – the Sun during the day and the Moon at night. In ancient Lietuva language (aka Lithuanian language) the Sun is female and the Moon is male. Why is this distinction important? Because, Lithuanian language has a nearly identical syntax to the ancient spoken Vedic language of Sanskrit. Also, Lithuania (aka Lietuva) was the LAST surviving pagan nation in all of Europe before they were forced to convert to the Son of God mythology. There is a tremendous amount of deprogramming required to undo the idea that the Sun is male. However, ask yourselves this; does a woman create and nurture LIFE like the Sun, or does a man?”

The Rosicrucian depiction of THE CELESTIAL VIRGIN. The celestial and terrestrial EVE, the Mother of all Beings in Heaven and on the Earth. The Star of the Sages from the East. The Sun of Justice is the virgin Sophia.

Furthermore, According to Walter Russell’s cosmogony, “the Suns give birth to all Planets. Only females are capable of birthing other life forms. Hence, the Sun is female. This of course puts a mental wrench in the indoctrination we have all been led to believe that the Sun is a male force, but this is not the case. Suns are said to be born from Galactic centers, Planets are born from Suns and Moons are born from Planets. In this way, the Universe is able to reproduce itself for all eternity.“

The Ankh was the original symbol that represented the metaphysical union of heaven and earth. It also represents the natural flow of energy that circulates life-force itself, connecting the physical body to the godhead (remote consciousness), allowing one to be connected to both above and below, hence the top loop, circulating life force energy and the flow of connection between:

  • 1. The Earth, irrespective of whether one believes the Earth is round, flat, or a crater, it really doesn’t matter, as in all versions, Mother Earth still has an electromagnetic torus field, aka a bio-sphere, just like we all have an electromagnetic bio-field, aka an aura, which is an invisible body-part responsible for 80% of the body’s immune system, and is how the bio-digital convergence is currently being implemented, in accordance with the UN’s goals for 2030.
  • 2. The Hyperbole (the apple-core shaped shaft through the middle of an EM torus field, (also shaped like an apple) and possibly the symbolism behind the apple in the garden of Eden as a representation of the Earth’s torus field.
  • 3. The Sun (f),
  • 4. The Moon (m),
  • 5. The Black Sun,
  • 6. Polaris, the fixed North Star, which sits at the top of the hyperbole, known as the Iris, possibly Pole-Iris or Pole-axis at one point.
    All of these are represented as interconnected elements in one symbol. The curved top-part of the Ankh is also said to represent heaven / the womb / birth / creation / feminine principal and the the straight line below represents the masculine

Many male cultures have been programmed to walk a path of service-to-self and personal gain, which I believe is an intentional mislead of the male psyche by the deep state to prevent men from stepping into their divine sacred masculine, who would automatically support the inner-wisdom and intuition of the divine sacred feminine whose visiions of how to make the world a better place assists all members of the community to thrive, thereby cultivating team building, inclusiveness, creativity and innovation, simply by choosing to think, feel and act in the Presence of Love, as a direct extension of Source, respecting all fellow Direct-Extensions-of-Source-Energy who walk alongside us.

The absence of a Matriarchal presence in society now means that there is little to no awareness of nonphysical Energy, such as the law of vibration, the law of attraction, the law of sensation in response to nature, the ability to feel, sense, and appreciate other states of energy. Nor the ability to consult one’s inner tacit wisdom, cultivate Spiritual Gnosis, trust one’s connection to intuition (inner-tuition), or an awareness of the Creatrix as the true Source of creativity and procreation. All of which has contributed to a loveless society where people only look out fr themselves, resulting in the escalation in the weaponisation of digital technologies, radio frequencies, nano dust, self-assembly quantum dots, the re-appropriation of science and nature for the purposes of human augmentation to create a hybrid human species 2.0, as a methodology for total surveillance and control, of the human mind, body and soul. This is in addition to the implementation of wealth extraction, initiating the intentional exploitation and destruction of the natural world, the breakdown of communal solidarity and the family unit.

The only available option is to consciously choose love over fear. Choosing the path of love IS a spiritual path. And this choice doesn’t require a book. All of the natural world is already in alignment with the harmonic resonance of Love’s Presence anyway, it is a cymatic frequency and once one is in alignment with this frequency, it will respond to you, supporting your choice by nourishing you from within. We humans can regain our once natural alignment with Source-Energy by cultivating a daily practice of appreciation and gratitude, offering the Law of Attraction something joyful to work with that can be reflected via a magneto-electric universe where thoughts and feelings are actual things, that carry a powerful emotional magnetic charge that summons a ‘now’ reality, whether one is conscious of it, or not. We are powerful creators and we are summoning a now reality based upon the sum total of one’s life choices, whether they were conscious or not. This is why we are here, to work through inherited family vibrational baggage and rise by making wiser choices.

Many a woman’s downfall was to follow the societal programming of marriage and children with an inappropriate choice of partner. Sadly women are still regarded as ‘help-meets’ and yet what support is in place for women to develop their careers if trapped in an unsupportive environment, where partners can be insecure and resentful of any investment in their own talents or careers? Why women are still not thought of as intelligent, creative, psychic, sentient, but still seen as products, accessories, inconsequential, an inconvenience, still beggars belief. Men’s incomprehension of women’s experiences and gentler sensibilities has also become other women’s incomprehension too, isolated from each other, lost in administration / work / legal battles / project managing / juggling health issues and family responsibilities, whereby companionship has become a rich person’s privilege. And what if you have goals, dreams, desires, an active mind, with intellectual requirements to pursue? As there are no help-meets for a woman, as most men are too programmed and too self-absorbed in their own desires, walking only a path of service to self, ‘what you see is what you get’ I was once told, which does not include the consideration of female aspiration, dreams, desires, ambition, values, sentiments, or nature’s hidden ways. One person’s incomprehension of another’s extremity, can refer to extreme sensitivity relating to inner sensibilities such as the heart’s expression, of simply living harmonic resonance with the muse of the arts, poetry, literature, music, dance, and the domains of Mother Nature and Mother Earth, bearing significant matriarchal references that point to the presence of God as a Creatrix, hidden in the background, largely ignored and underrepresented, in preference of patriarchal religious propaganda.

Therefore, maintaining one’s alignment with The All There Is, is always: Thinking, Feeling, and Operating in the Presence of Love. This is also the holy trinity of manifesting a reality that is truly desired as realities built without these qualities lack satisfaction or fulfillment. This process is derived through one’s alignment with the omnipotent presence of divine Love. It restores one’s inner confidence and self-belief and in turn one’s ability to experience Self-Love, Worthiness and Deservedness, training the mind to think, feel and operate in healthier and more refined ways. Collapsing oneself into lower desires destroys this momentum. What we perceive as negative / evil / ignorant, is simply thinking, feeling and behaving in the absence of Love’s Presence. My favourite quote from the book ‘A Course in Miracles’ by Helen Schucman, that best illustrates this is: ‘The opposite of fear is Love, but what is all encompassing can have no opposite.’ This means holding the space for those who haven’t got there yet without judgment. Most people find this challenging as passing judgment enables the ego to feel superior, and more important, however, this is not operating in Love’s Presence.

The purpose of life is to cultivate an awareness of Love’s Presence. An omnipresent presence. And one doesn’t require a manual to do this. It means extending forgiveness daily to oneself for the things that cant be changed and to the memories of people who were once unkind, as they were demonstrating their own lack of self-love and as such become our greatest teachers on our own path to self-worth and self-love. We only ever unite with those with whom we share our deepest wound and as we begin to heal our emotional wounds, we move apart. Once one can consciously and intentionally embody self-worth and self-love, this can never be taken away. Essentially, forgiveness for self and others is the key to happiness. “To forgive is merely to remember only the loving thoughts you gave in the past, and those that were given you.” – A Course in Miracles.

Christianity was the original new world order implemented by the Romans, the bible is written in astro-theological allegory, to survive time and modification, the cross represents the equinoxes and solstices, the story of Jesus is the same as Mithra and Isis, the letter J has only existed for the last 400-500 years before that there was only ‘i’, Jesus symbolises is the light of the Sun and Satan symbolises the darknss of Saturn, the 12 disciples are the 12 houses /signs of the zodiac (which in ancient hellenistic astrology was a methodology to return to the godhead through the portal of Polaris, the axis mundi), same for King Arthur and the 12 knights of the round table, one of the reasons why the imperial system of 12-ness was replaced by metric system as it had its roots in the origins of creation, parthenogenesis is the original DSF principal that’s intentionally been erased from history and the narrative of creation to transpose a predominantly matriarchal system, (that was in place 6000 yrs ago) into a predominantly patriarchal system, the removal of the divine wisdom of-the non-physical realm that supports our physical manifestations means that people are empty husks without spiritual guidance (the zombie apocalypse), it’s basically a hostile corporate take over creation, and overthrow of the divine twins of creation, symbolised by the DNA coil, the stairway to heaven, the long and winding road, hence genome editing, to prevent the alleged rising of the christ oil, the chrism (hence christ is risen) that travels up the spine, aka Jacob’s ladder, the 33 vertebrae to the cerebellum / cerebrum, (cherubim) hence Jesus / Iesous is crucified on the cross at 33 (an X configuration in the brain) to awaken the third eye and reach consciousness and everlasting (non-physical) immortal life, its all about preventing an authentic awakening or union with the mother/father god/dess.

Also Lucy Luci Lucia Luzia Lucius are from the Latin word meaning light. Lucifer was the light bearer. Allegedly a fallen Angel. But I heard from somewhere (I can’t remember where) that Lucifer, also the morning star, was female and that she gave birth to a child named Satan / Saturn. Lucifer the light bearer was the bearer of a child from the light and sound of creation. I’m thinking that amidst the ploy to hide the divine sacred feminine, all of the meanings and symbolism have become inverted, so that what we think is good, is actually bad and what we think is bad is actually good. For eg: portraying Mary Magdalene as a prostitute. Mary Magnetism is white light. Black light is radiation and stillness. I am thinking is the Black Madonna represents the stillness. And I am starting to think that perhaps Satanism, is a form of distorted goddess worship in disguise. https://t.me/AewarMindsChat/23888

However in order to side step all these distractions, illusions, perversions, In the tool-box of life, Self-Love really is, all one needs. ⴲ

Articles on Human Parthenogenesis:
1) The boy whose blood has no father By Philip Cohe – 7 October 1995
https://www.newscientist.com/article/mg14819982-300-the-boy-whose-blood-has-no-father/

2) Science News: Scientists discover secret of virgin birth. University of Cambridge, July 28, 2023. Summary: Scientists have pinpointed a genetic cause for virgin birth for the first time, and once switched on the ability is passed down through generations of females.
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2023/07/230728113459.htm

3) On human parthenogenesis: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0306987717302694

4) It appears that human Parthenogenesis (PG) is not as rare as previously reported but may occur spontaneously. The difference between PG and sexual reproduction is that PG has no embryonic diversity. The biopsied embryonic samples in the PG correspond exclusively to those of the maternal side. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC10227352/


Above: Handbook on Ground Wave Propagation, Radiocommunication Bureau, 2014.

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76. Jump For Love

Love-Jump

Review of Jump

Summary

Jump is an exhilarating meditation on the leap of faith—the moment when one chooses to surrender to the unknown, embrace uncertainty, and let go of control. Through vivid imagery and raw emotion, the speaker captures the intensity and rush of plunging into life’s most uncertain moments—whether it be love, growth, or transformation. The poem reflects a willingness to dive headfirst into risk and vulnerability, acknowledging the fear and excitement that accompany such acts of courage. The paradox of the leap—full of both terror and exhilaration—is celebrated here, as is the eventual rebirth that comes after facing one’s deepest fears.

The Concept of the Leap

The poem’s central theme is one of surrender and trust, framed by the leap of faith. The speaker repeatedly jumps into the void, symbolising a continual embrace of life’s uncertainties, even in the face of potential failure or pain. The phrase “How many times have I jumped into the void” suggests an ongoing process—this is not a one-time leap but a continuous cycle of letting go and embracing the unknown.

“How many times have I jumped into the void / With an empty handed leap of faith?”

This opening line sets the tone for the entire poem: there’s a sense of reckless abandon, an awareness that the act of leaping is not always rational, and that there’s often little to hold onto but one’s own trust and desire for growth. The phrase “empty handed” emphasises that, in these moments, the person has no control, no security, and no guarantees—only the hope that something will catch them, or that they will find their way in the end.

Contrast of Extremes

The speaker brings a sense of balance to the chaotic and conflicting nature of the leap by drawing out the extremes of hope and fear, joy and pain, love and hate. The juxtaposition of these opposites in the phrase “bipolar precipice, abyss” emphasizes the emotional and psychological extremes that one might experience during these leaps.

“Off the ledge and over the jagged edge / Into the bipolar precipice, abyss / Of hope and fear, Joy and pain / Love and hate”

This line suggests that the leap is not merely a physical fall but a metaphor for the psychological and emotional journey one must traverse in life. The “jagged edge” symbolises the sharpness and potential harm inherent in the leap, while the abyss represents the unknown that exists beyond the edge—dark, vast, and perhaps dangerous, yet also filled with possibility.

The language moves from fearful urgency—“O.M.G., sheer drop, can’t stop, uh-oh, Geronimo!”—to exhilaration and surrender, emphasizing the addictive thrill of letting go. The speaker compares this leap to addictive crushes, where the feeling of adrenaline and the rush of surrender becomes almost something to chase. It’s a paradoxical dance with fear, an embracing of the unknown as a force of renewal.

Rebirth and Renewal

After the terrifying and exhilarating fall, the speaker finds rebirth and renewal in the surrender. The line “Nothing one can do now / Until one hits the rock-bottom / Smashed and broken / Reborn anew” presents an important realisation: sometimes breakdown is necessary for breakthrough. The sense of rock-bottom here signifies the point of surrender, the moment when the ego and control have no more power, leaving only the possibility for a fresh start.

This death-and-rebirth cycle is further represented by the metaphor of wings unfurling:

“For when one’s heart doth honour love’s call / It’s an open invitation / For those tightly folded wings to unfurl / Soar, glide, fly!”

The image of wings unfurling suggests that through surrender and risk, the speaker taps into a deeper power—love. This is not just romantic love, but a universal energy that empowers and supports the speaker in their journey, allowing them to soar and glide. The act of jumping becomes an invitation to freedom, a call to trust in love’s transformative power to carry one higher and farther than they could have imagined.

The Circular Nature of the Leap

The final lines of the poem, “So that one would gladly jump for love again / And over again, into oblivion / Head first into the great wide unknown / Without a moment’s hesitation / Or the need to reason ‘why?’” suggest that the act of jumping—of surrendering to love and the unknown—is cyclical. After each fall, the speaker is willing to jump again, suggesting that the process of surrender and renewal is ongoing, ever-evolving, and full of possibility. There’s no need for hesitation or reasoning because the speaker has learned to trust the leap, even without guarantees. The headfirst dive symbolises both the depth of commitment and the intensity of love—there is no holding back, no second-guessing, just pure embrace of the unknown.

Conclusion

Jump is a poem that explores the paradox of faith, risk, and renewal. It celebrates the courage required to surrender to the unknown and trust in love, even when there are no guarantees. The speaker embraces the emotional extremes of hope, fear, joy, pain—recognising that these extremes are part of the transformational journey. Through the metaphor of the leap, the poem paints a picture of life as a series of rebirths—each jump representing a willingness to risk, to grow, and to embrace the ever-unfolding unknown.

Ultimately, the poem speaks to the spirit of resilience and openness, reminding us that while the journey can be filled with uncertainty and risk, it is precisely that willingness to leap headfirst into oblivion that can lead to the most profound moments of love, freedom, and self-discovery.

59. The Second Coming

Summary / Review of The Second Coming

The Second Coming is a rousing spiritual manifesto — not of apocalypse or judgment, but of awakening. It reclaims the prophetic tone of traditional religious language and reorients it toward conscious evolution and collective transformation. Rather than heralding a single saviour, this poem asserts that true salvation will come not through one figure, but through the mass unfolding of human potential.

The piece draws from spiritual, philosophical, and even metaphysical paradigms, yet remains grounded in the lived human experience — in our daily choices, responses, and interpersonal relationships.

Why This Poem Matters

In a time where global crises push us toward fear or disconnection, The Second Coming offers a hopeful alternative: that change is not only possible, but inevitable — and we each have a role to play.

The poet begins with a clear challenge to religious literalism:

“The second coming is not any one man / Or one woman / It is the explosion of collective consciousness”

This reframing is central to the poem’s power. It shifts the gaze from outer saviours to inner awakening, and from passivity to agency.

Key phrases like:

“When the ability to respond (response-able) / Is greater than to react”
“What one does to another / Actually, one does unto one’s own self”

…emphasise the transition from ego-driven separateness to a more compassionate, integrated way of being — an emotional intelligence that transcends reaction and cultivates accountability, empathy, and maturity.

The poem’s rhythm gathers momentum through the second half, building like a crescendo — a rising tide of possibility:

“Because the pain of staying the same / Will be greater than that of change”

“For it is humanity’s collective destiny / To evolve as a species / Beyond the comfort zone”

Here, we see a clear call to inner and outer revolution, grounded in healing — not dogma. The language blends metaphysical terms like “Primordial Qi” and “Source Energy” with spiritual archetypes: “inner god-goddess self,” “inner guru”, and “legendary inspirational role models” — grounding abstract ideas in relatable, accessible language.

The poet also names emotional evolution as core to the journey:

“How to love and accept the unloveable / Within the self / And each other”

“How to extend forgiveness, everyday!”

This is not utopian idealism, but practical spirituality — a daily discipline that trains the heart and mind to “align as one.” The reference to binary code — “From an Off to an On / Like a chain of dominoes” — cleverly modernises the spiritual awakening as a systemic, viral upgrade to collective consciousness.

In Conclusion

The Second Coming is a poem of clarity, courage, and commitment. It reimagines salvation not as something we wait for, but something we participate in — actively, consciously, collectively. In this vision, everyone matters. No one is left behind.

With its grounded wisdom and visionary sweep, this poem encapsulates the underlying message of the collection: that personal healing and global transformation are not separate paths, but part of the same spiral of becoming.

This is poetry not just as art, but as invitation — to rise, awaken, and evolve.

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